Story of my life,
searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul, 'cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
He's more than a man, and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in,
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

- Bridge -
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

- Chorus -
I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be,
a murderer


I feel it in the air, as I'm doin' my hair,
preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek, as he reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls."
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know, where I'm about to go
and we know it very well

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

- Chorus -
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
a murderer,

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head